Why doesnt anyone care about me? is there something wrong with me?

Jane you are obviously deeply scarred by years of your mothers verbal abuse its good you recognize and acknowledge your mother had or perhaps still has problems all directly related to some serious underlying issues from her past that sadly enough havent been dealt with. Pray for your mother ask The Good Lord to heal her hurt and let go of the anger and bitterness from the past. And perhaps schedule an appointment with a clinical psychiatrist who may refer her to a psychologist for further evaluation. Helping your mother in this way is your way of letting her know you are concerned about her emotional and mental well being. It will give her the encouragement she may be embarassed or afraid to go alone. Understand you are not at fault never forget your self worth as a woman. You have to love yourself on the inside how you feel reflects who you become on the outside! Do what makes you happy and feel good doing it! Learn how to deal with constructive criticism because its more than likely your mother will be the first person you hear it from. Tell people you are happy with the way you are! Its also good to get help and do not be afraid to tell someone how you are feeling and whats on your mind. Leave all your burdens to a higher power and place your total faith in Jesus! Remember he never gives us more than we can handle. And no matter what we all go thru always take the time to remember people out in the world are a lot worse off than we are and pray for them. I hope this helps the last thing I have to say is be confident with who you are and dont be afraid to try new things! Loving yourself helps you stay connected in mind, body, and spirit. A well rounded unique individual!